whirling...

so suprisingly enough, there was a 'cut-off' day rumour today....supposedly from 'the agency that's usually right'. 8/15. from what is being said (through translation since it's from a European agency) it appears that "it's probable that they (CCAA) could do 8/15".

now, yes this is just a rumour, and not a solid one at this time, I can't get tooooo excited about it...yet. IF there's more talk or more souces that point to this being the cut-off, then it'll be such a wonderful wonderful thing. we'd see our babygirl's photos and info in about a week. It's hard not to get excited...my mind is whirling...thinking of everything at the same time. I want to know. want to know for sure what the cut-off day is. now. the rest of this week might be pure hell waiting and looking for some sign that they're sending the referrals...and how far they really got.

i'm sure this week will go by as soon as every other week has. but either this week or next, we'll know for sure if we're in this group...or if we're waiting about 4 more weeks for our referral. if we don't make it...we do have all of our paperwork ready to go, our SW (social worker) ready to set up a time to meet for our home study update, and everything set to get our I-171H re-done as soon as possible.

as much as i'm trying to not get my hopes up and set myself up for disappointment if we're not in this next group...i really really want it to be true about the cut-off date being beyone our 8.10 LID.